What a Depressing Week
Gawd, I feel so down in the dumps that I feel sick in my stomach. What was supposed to be a good week feels like it's starting to go downhill. I found out this week that I won't be going to E3 this year... At the beginning of the year, I didn't really care about E3 since its lost its lustre with me... But as the day approaches... I began to want to go to it considering that I have nothing better to do. It would have given me an opportunity also to meet Chie since I think she's going.
With Tricks' wedding this weekend and Jeka coming down, I was hoping I could get away with calling in sick for Thursday and Friday... I really really hate my Thursday class and when I sent the email that I was sick today... I got a reply back guilting me about how difficult it is to find a sub as well as me cancelling last minute two weeks ago... So now the anxiety of having to learn how to teach one of the classes for tomorrow is starting to get to me... I already had made plans for tomorrow and Friday and now I have to work around them. This situation just makes me even more motivated to quit this job. I just feel really depressed and defeated right now...